Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Closer to ??
Our appointment with the Fertility Clinic is tomorrow. I have mixed feelings about the whole thing. I guess I am afraid of the pain of the hysterosalpingogram (thanks for sharing the nightmare stories about that), constantly thinking about whether all of this is working, paying a lot for something that might not even work, and the possible heartbreak of it not working or taking a long time. I don't want to be obsessed for months & months & months. I don't even like to talk about or deal with normal feminine issues. I have always been overly discrete about these things - perhaps because I grew up with 3 brothers & thought that it just wasn't fair.
Oh well - time to get very optimistic. What if it doesn't take much & all the sudden our dreams are coming true? What if we get lucky enough to have twins or triplets? (Then I'll have to beg my mom to come visit for a while.) - Point is I might as well just stay positive for now.
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For people who don't know me, I come from a big family (3 brothers & 1 sister). We moved around a LOT, so I am not really from one particular place. I like to call Katy, Texas my home though.
Recent news, my Dad & Mother-in-Law were diagnosed with Terminal Cancer in April/May of 2005. My dad passed away 5-Dec-05 .
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