Friday, May 13, 2005
A Little Light on the Situation
Yesterday after all the turmoil, a little light came shining down. I guess the heavens realized that I was close to the edge (or hanging off the side of a cliff). Steve & our house guest went for a little drive in the bad area next to our house & discovered the vehicle. The steering column & passenger window were broken, but everything inside was totally intact. I was so happy that I could have danced around for hours. To me, the recovery of the vehicle means that we are not trapped in this situation for months. I was probably even more relieved than our house guest. I know Steve was feeling much better too. Unfortunately, the situation isn't over yet though, but the house guest will be gone for the weekend & that news is fabulous. I have really been wanting a break, especially this weekend since there are only 4 days until our 2nd anniversary. A break is nice, but I also realized this morning that it isn't good enough. I am sick of the stress & drama that this person has brought into our lives. I was trying to stay out of the whole issue, but it has gotten to be too much. I just want us to focus on fertility, spending time with Steve's mom, and making our house a home. -Wish me luck...
By the way, thank you, Emily, for the encouragement. You're right about getting too much credit. If God wants me to be stronger - send me a different type of message & I'll go to the gym. :)
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For people who don't know me, I come from a big family (3 brothers & 1 sister). We moved around a LOT, so I am not really from one particular place. I like to call Katy, Texas my home though.
Recent news, my Dad & Mother-in-Law were diagnosed with Terminal Cancer in April/May of 2005. My dad passed away 5-Dec-05 .
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